I loathe society,
What to do,
Where to go,
What we should achieve,
Society says that if we listen,
If we obtain its ‘ideal’ goals,
Happiest will be found,
But is this true?
We cannot all be expected to achieve the same,
Everyone holds such individual dreams,
So, next time society says you have wandered,
You are living the life you are meant to.
Last Night I was reminded that this time last year I had my first driving test.
I don’t remember anniversaries or milestones to the exact date, I’m quite rare like that. I will have a date down somewhere when my last seizure was but I don’t know it off the top of my head.
This post has been difficult for me to write as I don’t want you to view it as a boast of my ability to drive. More of the amazing achievements people with epilepsy can still accomplish that they never thought were possible. For me driving has been one of my biggest achievements of my life, and the hardest. I NEVER thought I would drive…Ever. A few years ago if you said to me that I would be driving one day I would have laughed at you.
It took me several attempts to pass my test – solely down to nerves as I had made such a big deal out it. I was failing on very small, silly errors, which naturally hit my confidence, but a few tests later I eventually passed.
There were odd times that I did consider giving up (especially as each test was so expensive!) But I am glad I continued.
I know that there will be many more goals related to epilepsy that I will have to work on in the future, such as having a family, but I will cross that bridge when I come to it.
I’m sure that there have been many achievements that you have accomplished while having epilepsy, and through your determination and strength you are able to look back on them with pride. But whatever goal you are currently working towards in your life don’t give up on it, you need to believe in yourself and know that you can do it. 🙂